Knowing that youve moved on with her hurts a lot. Although she knows about us. What kind of person is that ? I myself am unsure about this mixed feelings ive been having for the past week. Ramadhan is coming and i hope that this will be the best Ramadhan for me. I’ll let Allah handle the people who betrayed me. And insyaallah Allah will grant me happiness dunia akhirat. Insyaallah. 

عَنِ ابْنِ عَبَّاسٍ رَضِيَ اللهُ عَنْهُمَا أَنَّ النَّبِيَّ صَلَّى اللهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ بَعَثَ
مُعَاذاً إِلَى الْيَمَنِ وَقَال لَهُ : “اِتَّقِ دَعْوَةَ الْمَظْلُوْمِ ، فَإِنَّهَا لَيْسَ بَيْنَهَا وَبَيْنَ اللهِ حِجَابٌ

Ibnu Abbas r.a. meriwayatkan bahawa Nabi SAW telah mengutus Mu’adz ke Yaman dan Beliau berkata kepadanya : “Takutlah kamu akan doa seorang yang terzalimi, kerana doa tersebut tidak ada hijab (penghalang) di antara dia dengan Allah”.

(H.R. Bukhari dan Muslim)

i miss you. in all your forms. 

i miss you. i wish you knew how much pain i go through everyday. i wish you knew how much i missed you. how i spent my time missing you all day. i wish you knew syafiq. i dont want to hide my feelings anymore. i’ve been getting the ‘hows the relationship and how lucky for both of us to be together, and how much we look alike’ questions and conversation. and i wish you knew how supportive your friend is with us. how much she wants us to be together. i miss you syafiq. i hate being apart once again. i hate that we’re about to be strangers again. 

i miss you. in all your forms, Syafiq 

It is so great that i get to perform my umrah at the age of 20. Alhamdulillah syukur Ya Allah. 

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It is so great that i get to perform my umrah at the age of 20. Alhamdulillah syukur Ya Allah. 

Ya Allah. Take me back here

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